Judulnya panjang, wew. (._.)

Ehm, nggak tahu juga harus mulai topik ini darimana. Err, started at the day I caught you. Being that friendly and unmistakable close to her. You know exactly who this her is. Actually, not just her, but, them. Haha. Ahh, I always feel a bit ridiculous and odd and anxious at the same time as I feel jealous.

Well, skip that. Because I'm not gonna tell about how this has affected our relationship and how we managed this trouble, but how I managed this thing to myself. 

To be honest, I still feel that odd and uneasy feeling I can barely named it every time I pass one of them or see their facebook or am bumped into them or anything related to them, until right now. I don't know how to not to. Sometimes, those feelings I feel, are not all about jealousy. They can be a lack of self-esteem. Most of the time. Though you have said that I am still the best or whatever it is, still, it's not helping at all. 

Yes, you have all the rights to be mad at me now, because once more, I doubt you.