So, Eclipse is finally here, eh? :D
What.a.relief. I was thought that it will gonna be stuck in Jakarta again like New Moon. It was sooooooo sucks-that New Moon being stuck in Jakarta. Beyond sucks. I was sooooo mad at 21 cinema that time. It's like, "Hello, Is the audience only Jakarta citizen? It's not, is it? The other Twihards from other city have the same right!".
And I was almost get angry too yesterday, once I know that Jakarta have sure will have it premier on today and still unknown for the rest of the city. Where's the justice? But, at last, God hear my prayer. \(o)/
What.a.relief. I was thought that it will gonna be stuck in Jakarta again like New Moon. It was sooooooo sucks-that New Moon being stuck in Jakarta. Beyond sucks. I was sooooo mad at 21 cinema that time. It's like, "Hello, Is the audience only Jakarta citizen? It's not, is it? The other Twihards from other city have the same right!".
And I was almost get angry too yesterday, once I know that Jakarta have sure will have it premier on today and still unknown for the rest of the city. Where's the justice? But, at last, God hear my prayer. \(o)/
Too bad I still can't make it tomorrow night. The last schedule of the movie is at 9.40pm as my boyfriend is unable to make it that late. But, after all, we have it, eh?
"Now I know you are not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping."
–Gabriella (High School Musical)
another love story
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Faith, Trust, and Other Similar Things I Should Have In You
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Judulnya panjang, wew. (._.)
Ehm, nggak tahu juga harus mulai topik ini darimana. Err, started at the day I caught you. Being that friendly and unmistakable close to her. You know exactly who this her is. Actually, not just her, but, them. Haha. Ahh, I always feel a bit ridiculous and odd and anxious at the same time as I feel jealous.
Well, skip that. Because I'm not gonna tell about how this has affected our relationship and how we managed this trouble, but how I managed this thing to myself.
To be honest, I still feel that odd and uneasy feeling I can barely named it every time I pass one of them or see their facebook or am bumped into them or anything related to them, until right now. I don't know how to not to. Sometimes, those feelings I feel, are not all about jealousy. They can be a lack of self-esteem. Most of the time. Though you have said that I am still the best or whatever it is, still, it's not helping at all.
Yes, you have all the rights to be mad at me now, because once more, I doubt you.
Stres. Pusing. Sedih.
Campuran ketiga emosi itu, apa namanya. Entah siapa yang harus kukasihani, mamaku, atau adekku. Semuanya kasihan. Minggu belakangan ini, bukan, bulan ini, bisa dibilang bulan dimana semua anak yang udah di kelas akhir SD atau SMP-beserta orang tua nya-berlomba-lomba cari sekolah di jenjang yang lebih tinggi. Enak bagi mereka yang udah dapet NEM bagus, tapi yang nggak? Gimana? Adekku salah satu nya. Dia cuma dapet NEM:
34.15
Mau masuk SMA mana di Surabaya dengan NEM segitu? Aku membicarakan SMA bermutu bagus sampai lumayan, bukan SMA ecek-ecek di pinggiran kota, no offense. Dari pertama target yang dikejar adalah RSBI. SMAN 5, SMAN 2, SMAN 15. Ikutlah dia tesnya tanggal 25-26 Juni kemarin. Pengumuman keluar dari jam 12 malam tanggal 28 Juni di psbsurabaya.com. Dan hasilnya, MENGECEWAKAN. Hasil nilai tes adekku cuma Enam Puluh Tiga koma sekian. (--") Alhasil, nggak diterima satupun dari ketiga sekolah RSBI tersebut. Mencoba melihat peluang di SMA reguler, nihil.
Mamaku udah marah2 kecewa dari hasil tes RSBI itu, Papa belum berangkat kerja, dikasih tahu, ikut emosi. Sambil emosi ditinggal berangkat kerja. Adekku cuma bisa diem. Aku, nggak komentar.
Karena aku bingung harus memihak siapa, yang pasti tidak ada yang harus dipihak. Aku kasihan sama adekku, karena aku tahu bagaimana dia belajar selalu sampai tengah malam saat menjelang tes RSBI itu. Aku juga nggak bisa tutup mata sama mama-papaku, karena aku juga tahu berapa banyak uang yang dikeluarkan untuk biaya bimbingan belajar dengan segala jaminannya itu, aku juga tahu seberapa besar harapan mama-papa ku itu.
.SIGH.
Adekku bukanlah seorang bodoh, hanya teramat malas. Aku tahu sebenarnya dia bisa. SIGH. Padahal beberapa hari yang lalu juga, tanggal 26, aku hampir mengecewakan juga. Nilai rapotku. Kukira akan sangat2 hancur. Puji Tuhan nggak. Aku malah dapet rangking 3. --. Agak mengejutkan sih, tapi syukur pada Allah juga. -o-
Sekarang tinggal mikirin adekku. Semoga dia cukup beruntung sehingga bisa dapet sekolah bagus. -o-
Yak, H-4 hari MPDK.
Well, buat yang nggak tau apa itu MPDK. MPDK itu singkatan dari Malam Pentas dan Kesenian (bener nggak yaa --"). Semacam prom night anak2 kelas 12.
Yaah, meskipun prom night ini sebenernya acaranya anak kelas 12, tapi nggak tau kenapa anak2 kelas bawahnya (baca: aku) ikut2an heboh nyiapin. Padahal bisa aja yang kelas 12 nggak seheboh gitu juga. --" Heheh..
Anwy, MPDK tahun ini tema nya semacam movie awards atau oscar gitu lah. Dan yang pasti lebih bagus dari tahun kemarin-nggak ada dekor yang kaya kondangan (--."), acaranya nggak di gedung sekolah.
This is the ticket.. :D
Heheh.. Looks like a cinema ticket, doesn't it? Indeed.
Also, I have prepared for everything I would wear. :D This is what I'm gonna wear
What do you think? :)
For the closer look, this is the zoomed-version of the heels.
Well, hope I can enjoy the night.
Heheh.. Looks like a cinema ticket, doesn't it? Indeed.
Also, I have prepared for everything I would wear. :D This is what I'm gonna wear
For the closer look, this is the zoomed-version of the heels.
Well, hope I can enjoy the night.
Hell, yeah, we've been through 8 months. It's not an easy thing to.....achieve? For us. At least, for me.
Mungkin baru 8 bulan, tapi rasanya uda kaya satu tahun. --". Ya, I know, it's lebay. Tapi semua yang udah aku lalui, kami lalui, bikin semuanya berasa kaya satu tahun. Aku tahu seberapa susah apa yang aku dan dia hadapi ini, seberapa limit yang aku dan dia punya.
I am happy, of course, for now. But somehow, I feel that something bigger and worse is coming up; Somehow I feel that it really is gonna breaking us up. *sigh. If it real happened, I wouldn't be able to bear it. This is real.
Ugh.
Someone, just help me if it happened.
Of course. It has never been meant anything. I should have known.
It is always been me who is hoped too much and thought about something that I know wouldn't have become real.
It is always been me who is hoped too much and thought about something that I know wouldn't have become real.
I even barely can understand. What do all of these mean to me?
He. Someone who had thrown me away a years ago, now, he came like there's nothing to be sorry about. So, What am I gonna do now? I know what he's like. And I know what thing I should do. But, maybe, there are things that can be more messed up than it has already, eh?
With you...
With you...
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place...
Now Romeo & Juliet,
Bet they never felt the way we felt
Bonnie & Clyde,
Never had to hide like,
We do
We do
You and I both know it can't work,
It's all fun and games till,
someone gets hurt,
And I don't,
I won't let that be you
Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
That there might be something real
between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts
and it's reckless and clumsy,
cause I know you can't love me
Here
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do)
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See like Adam & Eve,
Tragedy was our destiny
Like Sunny and Cher,
I don't care, I got you baby
See we're both fighting ever inch of our fiber
Cause ain't no way its gonna end right,
But we are both too foolish to stop
Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
That there might be something real
between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts
and it's reckless and clumsy,
and I know you can't love me
Hey
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do)
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See, like just because this cold,
cold world is saying we can't be
Baby we both have the right to decide it
and argue with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray,
reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convince just tellin us to let go,
So we'll never know
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Cause everything we did and everything we have
Is stuck in the moment
(Yeaaah ooh woahhh)
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
(Ohhh no no)
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
(nothing my heart can do)
To fight with time and space (in space)
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
With you...
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place...
Now Romeo & Juliet,
Bet they never felt the way we felt
Bonnie & Clyde,
Never had to hide like,
We do
We do
You and I both know it can't work,
It's all fun and games till,
someone gets hurt,
And I don't,
I won't let that be you
Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
That there might be something real
between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts
and it's reckless and clumsy,
cause I know you can't love me
Here
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do)
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See like Adam & Eve,
Tragedy was our destiny
Like Sunny and Cher,
I don't care, I got you baby
See we're both fighting ever inch of our fiber
Cause ain't no way its gonna end right,
But we are both too foolish to stop
Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
That there might be something real
between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts
and it's reckless and clumsy,
and I know you can't love me
Hey
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do)
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See, like just because this cold,
cold world is saying we can't be
Baby we both have the right to decide it
and argue with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray,
reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convince just tellin us to let go,
So we'll never know
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Cause everything we did and everything we have
Is stuck in the moment
(Yeaaah ooh woahhh)
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
(Ohhh no no)
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
(nothing my heart can do)
To fight with time and space (in space)
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
Kemarin pagi aku merenung sebelum berangkat sekolah. Well, bukan merenung sih, lebih tepatnya terbersit yah..
Kemarin, lagi stres2 nya remidi UAS (aku remidi fis-bio ;_;), tiba2 pagi2 pas mau sekolah, aku keinget jaman SMP ku. Aku inget banget gimana aku dulu anak guru penjas yang rajin, yang dari luar keliatan sangat sempurna. Semua seperti menggeantungkan harapan padaku. Dan akhirnya tiba saatnya dimana masa smp harus berakhir. Perjuanganku masuk ke SMA favorit, sekolah saya ini, nggak sia2. Aku berhasil masuk. Di sinilah ternyata dimana kemampuan beradaptasiku dicobai oleh sebuah sistem pendidikan yang tidak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya. 9 tahun aku berada di lingkup pendidikan swasta yang terorganisir rapi dan jelas. Dan tiba2 aku "nyemplung" ke dunia yang sama sekali baru kukenal. Bagaimanapun aku harus bisa.
Well, bagaimana hasilnya?
2 tahun aku jatuh bangun. Jatuh, aku bangkit, kemudian aku kembali terbawa "arus" kemalasan yang sangat kuat pengaruhnya, lalu aku menyesal dan berhasil bangkit lagi. Tapi sekarang sudah kelas 3. Aku tidak boleh membiarkan diriku "jatuh" lagi. Tidak akan ada kesempatan untuk "bangun" lagi.
Pagi itu, aku mempelajari sesuatu, bahwa mengapa aku sama sekali tidak menyesali masa smp ku, meski sebagian besar masa itu kuhabiskan untuk melahap buku pelajaran, bukan nongkrong, bukan nonton, bukan jalan2 sama temen2. Aku tidak menyesal karena aku sudah memberikan yang terbaik. Untuk diriku, untuk keluargaku, dan orang2 yang menggantungkan harapannya padaku.
Jadi sekarang, aku tidak boleh membiarkan diriku terlalu bersenang-senang. Aku harus ingat tujuanku. Supaya sekali lagi, aku bisa memberikan yang terbaik untuk semuanya. Aku tidak boleh kemudian meninggalkan masa SMA dengan kekecewaan yang teramat sangat. Tidak.
Remember, life is not a game. There would be no 'restart' button to press. You can't rewind your life. Once you make a mistake, you have to live with it.
Habis baca postingan-bersambung nya ms. tyka tentang cinta itu butuh alasan yang berdasarkan pada kejadian di kelas saya, XI IPA 3, waktu mam nya lagi ngajar. Menurut mam nya-yang waktu itu bener2 ngga mau kalah debat- (-.-) cinta itu harus punya alasan. Supaya, si perasaan naksir itu worthed dinaikin pangkatnya jadi cinta, dan, supaya kita nggak terjebak sama yang namanya cinta buta alias cinta yang udah nggak peduli apapun: bah playboy, bah beda agama, bah jahat, nek cinta yo cinta.
Hmmmh...About that...I realized that that's who I am. I love for no reason. Firstly, I like him physically, then, I love him. Jadi, kadang kalo temen2ku liat aku lagi bertengkar tapi terus bertahan, mereka sering nanya, "kamu cinta dia apanya sih, co". Honestly, I can't find the answer.
Mam nya sekali bilang di kelas kalau itu namanya bodoh. Dan waktu itu rasanya jadi pengen nangis. Heheh. *Peace ya mam* Tapi waktu itu bener2 deh rasanya mukaku kaya ditonjok. --a
Terus kemudian aku liat postingan mam nya tentang Cinta Butuh Alasan itu. Penasaran, dibaca deh-agak mentolo sih, nyambung2 banyak gitu-sampe abis. And....it does make sense. Aku butuh alasan untuk mencintai. Teramat sangat butuh.
Then, she wrote this,
TOLONG YA…. Kalo dalam suatu hubungan saya, 50% udah berisi air mata, berantem, kekerasan fisik & psikis, marah-marah dan ngambek karena hal sepele, dll. Bagi saya, udah GA LAYAK lah dipertahankan. *pengalaman pribadi banget!*(-o-)
Bener2 deh yaaa, ini aku banget. Jadi, kesimpulannya, selain aku butuh alasan untuk mencintai, hubunganku ini udah nggak layak (?). Unyu deh. (--")
"We're all damaged in our own way. Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us."
-Johnny Depp-
Like I said before, it truly is happened. Every time the day has dawned, the magic on the night, will always be gone. Everything's perfect yesterday night, everything's just too great to be true.
And this morning, when I woke up, I've lost all the magic. Everything's turned to be like usual. We're on a fighting again. Ugh.
Well, yeah, when cinderella lost the magic, she's just not as much as a servant.
Tonight was reeeaaaallly a night. We went out for a date, again, at last. :D It's been a whhiiiile since our last date. It's like.....months ago. --" We've always been fighting, quarreling, teasing aallll the time recently. Says, we do need a break, don't we?
I'm sooooooo happy. >< Ugh, it do sounds cheesy, I know. But, what else? I am really truly happy right now. I am, I am.
Dia jemput jam setengah tujuh. Aku baru mandi jam setengah enam, jadilah aku terburu-buru dengan segalanya. --" *kebiasaan* But fortunately, I could finish on the time. :D
Pamit mama papa, cabut ke Delta, nonton Prince of Persia-bagus sih filmnya, keren, cuma adegan bunuh2annya itu yang JT-jauk tulung-parah. --" Pulang nonton jam 9, lanjut ke Jl. Kalasan cari tahu campur, makan deh disitu. Sampe jam 10, masih males pulang, tapi makanan udah abis. Akhirnya cabut. Bingung mau kemana, pokoknya males pulang deh, akhirnya muter2 geje. Jam 10 seperempat, memutuskan untuk pulang saja, udah malem, aku nya juga udah ngantuk. =.=
Sampe depan rumah, ngomong2 bentar, tiba2 udah jam setengah sebelas. --" Dan akhirnya pulang lah dia.
Tonight, was like a fairytale, a dream, which I knew, when I wake up tomorrow, everything's gonna be soo different, I can't make the situation stays like this forever. Of course, I can't. When I wake up tomorrow, tonight will be just a memory. A nice one, a beautiful one, a beautiful one with you. :)
Dua minggu ini, meskipun lagi UAS, aku tetep dateng kaya biasa, pagi, jam setengah tujuh. Biasanya aku langsung ke perpus kalo udah dateng pagi gitu, secara aku, kelas sebelas, UAS nya baru jam sepuluh. Tapi, seminggu terakhir ini, perpus baru buka kalo yang kelas sepuluh uda masuk. Kemarin2 sih rajin aku nunggu di depan perpus, lama2 kok males juga.
--a
Jadilah aku langsung ke kantin. Seperti dugaanku, kantinnya uda lumayan rame. Anak kelas sebelas yang
Satu setengah jam aku disana.
Jam delapan. Mi goreng uda abis, LKS uda selesei dibaca, males juga lama2 di kantin. Kemana ya? Dan akhirnya aku memutuskan buat ke perpus aja, pasti uda buka.
Jalan pelan-pelaaaan, nyantaaaai, dari kantin ke perpus. Sampe di sebelah gerbang sekolah-masih dalam perjalanan ke perpus-aku liat motor cowok-ngga tau mereknya-warna merah jalan ke parkiran. I totally had no idea who it could be.
Aku terus jalan. Dan sampailah saya di lapangan utara, tempat parkir mobil. Pertamanya aku nggak ngeliat ke arah depan, tapi liat2 ke arah samping, arah pendopo, ngecek kalo2 disana udah ada anak, ternyata belom. Dan pas aku menggerakkan kepalaku ke depan...
Jengjeng!
Ada anak itu bawa helm merah. --a
Ternyata dia yang tadi naik motor merah itu. *Cikiciw*
Yang bikin lebih unyu, pas waktu papasan itu, di lapangan itu nggak ada siapa2 alias kosong melompong. Cuma ada beberapa mobil yang parkir di situ.
Demi apaaa pek kejadian itu. Berasa ada angin2 gitchu deh pas papasan *sinetron banget*. HUAHAHA. --a
Errr -.-
Dan sepenggal kisah lama muncul kembali di otak saya. Ya Tuhaan. -.-
Aaaah...They're always so lovely together... :)
♥ them :*
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely,
and you're never coming round...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit tired,
of listening to the sound of my tears...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous,
that the best of all the years have gone by...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight,
And I need you more than ever,
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever,
And we'll only be making it right,
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time...
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks!!!
I really need you tonight!!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonight!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
...Turnaround bright eyes
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely,
and you're never coming round...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit tired,
of listening to the sound of my tears...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous,
that the best of all the years have gone by...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight,
And I need you more than ever,
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever,
And we'll only be making it right,
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time...
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks!!!
I really need you tonight!!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonight!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
...Turnaround bright eyes
Sebenernya sih belum selesei bener2 selesei. Tinggal besok penjaskes. Tapi ya penjaskes gitu lhooooo....hell-oooo...aku aja ngga ngerti mau belajar apa. HAHAHA. -o-
Terserah penjaskes-nya aja lah.
Anyway, aku bersyukur sih, UAS minggu ini bisa dibilang lancar. Well, oke, aku merasa (agak) gagal di fisika sama matematika, but, overall, just fine. ;)
Tapi, selalu, dan selalu, tiap kali aku seneng di satu hal, hal lainnya ada aja yang nggak enak. -,- Bikin bete. Lagi-lagi dia. Dia, dia, dan selalu dia. Aku bingung sekarang, dia itu kenapa gitu lho. Ditanyai selalu bilangnya nggak apa2. Sekarang lho, jelas2 kenapa, jelas2 lain dari biasa, nggak apa2 darimana?
Aaaah.
Terserah kamu aja lah.
"Menyadari hidup adalah anugerah sehingga kita hidup untuk memberi, yang akan mencerminkan kehidupan Allah dalam diri kita"
-Rm. Paulus-
Aku nggak suka kamu deket sama orang lain, jelas itu. Aku minta kamu jauhin mereka, ya. Kamu bilang kamu butuh mereka, aku ngerti. Kamu bilang kamu juga butuh aku, baiklah.
Kamu anggep aku ini apasih? Cuma pajangan ta? Yang bisa kamu sayang2 kalo kamu lagi pengen, kamu elus2 kalo lagi mood, kamu perhatiin kalo lagi seneng. Tapi kalo kamu butuh pajangan lain, ya uda, nggak perlu merhatiin perasaanku. Karena sama2 pajangannya.
Hell-o, aku dihargain berapa nih?
Jadi aku minta kamu jauhin pajangan2 yang lain.
Kamu takut bosen? Hei, hei, berarti aku benar2 nggak lebih dari sekedar pajangan. Yang kalo udah lama bakal berdebu, bulukan, mbosenin, dan akhirnya terdampar di gudang. Oh so wew!
Okay, kamu akhirnya bersedia menjauhi pajangan2 yang lain. Tapi seseorang berkata padaku, kalau aku bisa positive feeling dan percaya, nggak akan ada masalah.
Hmmmm, well, he's got a point.
Aku jadi mikir, apa aku kaya gini ini, salah?
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya rasa sakit
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu membagi cintamu
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu merelakan cintamu dengan orang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu menangis tiap malam
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya tidak bisa hanya pada satu orang
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya dadamu sesak setiap kamu melihat dia bercanda dengan yang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya menyiapkan mental sebelum masuk barisan upacara
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya membuyarkan segala konsentrasimu
APA.ITU.CINTA.
cinta itu: bukan apa-apa.
Jika artinya rasa sakit
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu membagi cintamu
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu merelakan cintamu dengan orang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu menangis tiap malam
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya tidak bisa hanya pada satu orang
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya dadamu sesak setiap kamu melihat dia bercanda dengan yang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya menyiapkan mental sebelum masuk barisan upacara
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya membuyarkan segala konsentrasimu
APA.ITU.CINTA.
cinta itu: bukan apa-apa.
