I said that I won't be caring too much anymore. I said that I have had enough. I said that I am over him. But truthfully, in the end, I keep turning my head back and caring too much. This. is. sad. It is like you do not have anything worth yourself anymore. It is like your world revolves around and only him. Like I said, that is sad.
I decided no to care anymore in couple days ago. I knew that he is some kind of jerk, that is why. But I just CAN'T simply ignore his existence.
I see his back, my face turns red.
I see him from the corner of my eyes, I feel like melting.
He smiles at me, I can't look at his face, my hands tremble, and my face feels hot.
I listen to those bittersweet songs, my heart flutters and my mind remembers him.
Creepy enough?Not yet. The fact that I keep talking about him here is the creepiest one. Sorry.
I will try my best to stop craving for you, to stop wanting you, I know I am not that girl whom you would want. I am done.
