I HATE YOU!
I AM TIRED OF YOU LATELY!
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOU!
DON'T YOU DARE ASK FOR MY UNDERSTANDING, YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME!
I AM NOT YOUR BABYSITTER!
I AM TIRED OF BEING THE ONE WHO HAVE TO UNDERSTAND YOU!
MY HEAD'S SPINNING ALL THE TIME!
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE! BUT I'VE FAILED ALL THE TIME!
I AM TIRED OF YOU LATELY!
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOU!
DON'T YOU DARE ASK FOR MY UNDERSTANDING, YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME!
I AM NOT YOUR BABYSITTER!
I AM TIRED OF BEING THE ONE WHO HAVE TO UNDERSTAND YOU!
MY HEAD'S SPINNING ALL THE TIME!
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE! BUT I'VE FAILED ALL THE TIME!
Did I say something stupid?
There goes one more mistake
Do I bore you with my problems?
Is that why you turn away?
Do you know how hard I tried
To become what you want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
You say don't act like a child
But what if its a father I need?
Its not like you don't know what you got yourself into
Dont tell me I'm the one whos naive
Do you know how hard I've tried
To become who you want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Come on, just let it go
These are things you can't control
Your expectations, your explainations
Don't make sense to me
You and your alternatives
Don't send me to your therapists
Deep down, I know what you mean
And I'm not sure thats what I wanna be
No
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Oh no no no
Did I say something stupid
There goes one more mistake..
There goes one more mistake
Do I bore you with my problems?
Is that why you turn away?
Do you know how hard I tried
To become what you want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
You say don't act like a child
But what if its a father I need?
Its not like you don't know what you got yourself into
Dont tell me I'm the one whos naive
Do you know how hard I've tried
To become who you want me to be?
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Come on, just let it go
These are things you can't control
Your expectations, your explainations
Don't make sense to me
You and your alternatives
Don't send me to your therapists
Deep down, I know what you mean
And I'm not sure thats what I wanna be
No
Take me
This is all that I've got
This is all that I'm not
All that I'll ever be
I've got flaws, I've got faults
Keep searching for your perfect heart
It doesn't matter who you are
We all have our scars
We all have our scars
Oh no no no
Did I say something stupid
There goes one more mistake..
Nggak kerasa udah 6 bulan. Tanggal 23 kemarin.
Aku nggak nyangka, tidak pernah berharap juga, I never had expectations. I just let everything happens just like it supposed to be. Aku nggak pernah memaksa sesuatu, apapun, untuk menjadi sesuatu seperti apa yang aku inginkan, seperti apa yang kurencanakan. I know that if something doesn't go as I planned, God have other more beautiful plans for me. I knew it and I believe it.
Jadi, kalau sekarang aku bisa mencapai angka setengah tahun ini bersama dia, aku lebih dari bersyukur. Aku tidak pernah membayangkan aku, kami, bisa bertahan sampai selama ini. Kalau kalian tau dan mengerti titik permasalahan dari hubungan ini, kalian mungkin akan mengatakan, "tidak mungkin".
Aku tidak tersinggung. Aku paham benar. We are impossible. We have no hope.
Satu yang aku tahu, aku punya cinta tanpa syarat. Entah itu baik atau buruk dalam keadaan sekarang ini. Yang pasti, cuma modal itu yang aku punya.
Aku nggak nyangka, tidak pernah berharap juga, I never had expectations. I just let everything happens just like it supposed to be. Aku nggak pernah memaksa sesuatu, apapun, untuk menjadi sesuatu seperti apa yang aku inginkan, seperti apa yang kurencanakan. I know that if something doesn't go as I planned, God have other more beautiful plans for me. I knew it and I believe it.
Jadi, kalau sekarang aku bisa mencapai angka setengah tahun ini bersama dia, aku lebih dari bersyukur. Aku tidak pernah membayangkan aku, kami, bisa bertahan sampai selama ini. Kalau kalian tau dan mengerti titik permasalahan dari hubungan ini, kalian mungkin akan mengatakan, "tidak mungkin".
Aku tidak tersinggung. Aku paham benar. We are impossible. We have no hope.
Satu yang aku tahu, aku punya cinta tanpa syarat. Entah itu baik atau buruk dalam keadaan sekarang ini. Yang pasti, cuma modal itu yang aku punya.
Aku memang nggak becus ngapa2in.
Bikin teh aja nggak bisa, apalagi masak; Beres-beres rumah juga nggak bisa; Beresin kamar sendiri males, apalagi beresin rumah.
Aku nggak pantes buat apapun dan siapapun. Aku ini hina.
Sayang, kamu nggak mau cari orang lain aja? Yang bisa ngurus kamu.
Aku jelek; Aku bodoh; Aku egois; Aku manja; Aku nggak bisa apa2; Aku nggak biasa dan nggak bisa perhatian sama orang; Aku nggak pengertian sama orang; Aku nggak biasa ngurusin orang; Aku suka marah2; Aku nggak sabaran; Aku nggak dewasa; Aku nggak supel; Kepribadianku jarang menyenangkan orang; Bisanya cuma bikin orang lain bete, sedih, nggak enak ati; Aku nggak terampil di bidang apapun; Aku nggak bisa bikin siapapun seneng.
Bikin teh aja nggak bisa, apalagi masak; Beres-beres rumah juga nggak bisa; Beresin kamar sendiri males, apalagi beresin rumah.
Aku nggak pantes buat apapun dan siapapun. Aku ini hina.
Sayang, kamu nggak mau cari orang lain aja? Yang bisa ngurus kamu.
