"What is a valid reason for someone to love someone else? Since apparently I’m doing it wrong."-Bella (Eclipse) "What is a valid reason for someone to love someone else? Since apparently I’m doing it wrong."-Bella (Eclipse) ...
So, Eclipse is finally here, eh? :D What.a.relief. I was thought that it will gonna be stuck in Jakarta again like New Moon. It was sooooooo sucks-that New Moon being stuck in Jakarta. Beyond sucks. I was sooooo mad at 21 cinema that time. It's like, "Hello, Is the audience only Jakarta citizen? It's not, is it? The other Twihards from other city...
"Now I know you are not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping." –Gabriella (High School Musical) #disneyquote ...
another love story
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Faith, Trust, and Other Similar Things I Should Have In You
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Judulnya panjang, wew. (._.)Ehm, nggak tahu juga harus mulai topik ini darimana. Err, started at the day I caught you. Being that friendly and unmistakable close to her. You know exactly who this her is. Actually, not just her, but, them. Haha. Ahh, I always feel a bit ridiculous and odd and anxious at the same time as I feel jealous. Well, skip...
Stres. Pusing. Sedih. Campuran ketiga emosi itu, apa namanya. Entah siapa yang harus kukasihani, mamaku, atau adekku. Semuanya kasihan. Minggu belakangan ini, bukan, bulan ini, bisa dibilang bulan dimana semua anak yang udah di kelas akhir SD atau SMP-beserta orang tua nya-berlomba-lomba cari sekolah di jenjang yang lebih tinggi. Enak bagi mereka yang udah dapet NEM bagus, tapi yang nggak? Gimana? Adekku salah...
Yak, H-4 hari MPDK. Well, buat yang nggak tau apa itu MPDK. MPDK itu singkatan dari Malam Pentas dan Kesenian (bener nggak yaa --"). Semacam prom night anak2 kelas 12. Yaah, meskipun prom night ini sebenernya acaranya anak kelas 12, tapi nggak tau kenapa anak2 kelas bawahnya (baca: aku) ikut2an heboh nyiapin. Padahal bisa aja yang kelas 12 nggak seheboh gitu juga. --" Heheh.....
Hell, yeah, we've been through 8 months. It's not an easy thing to.....achieve? For us. At least, for me. Mungkin baru 8 bulan, tapi rasanya uda kaya satu tahun. --". Ya, I know, it's lebay. Tapi semua yang udah aku lalui, kami lalui, bikin semuanya berasa kaya satu tahun. Aku tahu seberapa susah apa yang aku dan dia hadapi ini, seberapa limit yang...
Of course. It has never been meant anything. I should have known. It is always been me who is hoped too much and thought about something that I know wouldn't have become real. ...
I even barely can understand. What do all of these mean to me? He. Someone who had thrown me away a years ago, now, he came like there's nothing to be sorry about. So, What am I gonna do now? I know what he's like. And I know what thing I should do. But, maybe, there are things that can be more messed...
With you... With you... I wish we had another time I wish we had another place... Now Romeo & Juliet, Bet they never felt the way we felt Bonnie & Clyde, Never had to hide like, We do We do You and I both know it can't work, It's all fun and games till, someone gets hurt, And I don't, I won't let...
Kemarin pagi aku merenung sebelum berangkat sekolah. Well, bukan merenung sih, lebih tepatnya terbersit yah.. Kemarin, lagi stres2 nya remidi UAS (aku remidi fis-bio ;_;), tiba2 pagi2 pas mau sekolah, aku keinget jaman SMP ku. Aku inget banget gimana aku dulu anak guru penjas yang rajin, yang dari luar keliatan sangat sempurna. Semua seperti menggeantungkan harapan padaku. Dan akhirnya tiba saatnya dimana masa...
Habis baca postingan-bersambung nya ms. tyka tentang cinta itu butuh alasan yang berdasarkan pada kejadian di kelas saya, XI IPA 3, waktu mam nya lagi ngajar. Menurut mam nya-yang waktu itu bener2 ngga mau kalah debat- (-.-) cinta itu harus punya alasan. Supaya, si perasaan naksir itu worthed dinaikin pangkatnya jadi cinta, dan, supaya kita nggak terjebak sama yang namanya cinta buta alias...
"We're all damaged in our own way. Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us." -Johnny Depp- "We're all damaged in our own way. Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us." -Johnny Depp- ...
Like I said before, it truly is happened. Every time the day has dawned, the magic on the night, will always be gone. Everything's perfect yesterday night, everything's just too great to be true. And this morning, when I woke up, I've lost all the magic. Everything's turned to be like usual. We're on a fighting again. Ugh. Well, yeah, when cinderella lost...
Tonight was reeeaaaallly a night. We went out for a date, again, at last. :D It's been a whhiiiile since our last date. It's like.....months ago. --" We've always been fighting, quarreling, teasing aallll the time recently. Says, we do need a break, don't we? I'm sooooooo happy. >< Ugh, it do sounds cheesy, I know. But, what else? I am really truly...
Dua minggu ini, meskipun lagi UAS, aku tetep dateng kaya biasa, pagi, jam setengah tujuh. Biasanya aku langsung ke perpus kalo udah dateng pagi gitu, secara aku, kelas sebelas, UAS nya baru jam sepuluh. Tapi, seminggu terakhir ini, perpus baru buka kalo yang kelas sepuluh uda masuk. Kemarin2 sih rajin aku nunggu di depan perpus, lama2 kok males juga. --a Jadilah aku langsung...
Aaaah...They're always so lovely together... :) ♥ them :* ...
Turnaround... Every now and then I get a little bit lonely, and you're never coming round... Turnaround... Every now and then I get a little bit tired, of listening to the sound of my tears... Turnaround... Every now and then I get a little bit nervous, that the best of all the years have gone by... Every now and then I get a...
Sebenernya sih belum selesei bener2 selesei. Tinggal besok penjaskes. Tapi ya penjaskes gitu lhooooo....hell-oooo...aku aja ngga ngerti mau belajar apa. HAHAHA. -o-Terserah penjaskes-nya aja lah. Anyway, aku bersyukur sih, UAS minggu ini bisa dibilang lancar. Well, oke, aku merasa (agak) gagal di fisika sama matematika, but, overall, just fine. ;) Tapi, selalu, dan selalu, tiap kali aku seneng di satu hal, hal lainnya...
"Menyadari hidup adalah anugerah sehingga kita hidup untuk memberi, yang akan mencerminkan kehidupan Allah dalam diri kita"-Rm. Paulus- "Menyadari hidup adalah anugerah sehingga kita hidup untuk memberi, yang akan mencerminkan kehidupan Allah dalam diri kita"-Rm. Paulus- ...
Aku nggak suka kamu deket sama orang lain, jelas itu. Aku minta kamu jauhin mereka, ya. Kamu bilang kamu butuh mereka, aku ngerti. Kamu bilang kamu juga butuh aku, baiklah. Kamu anggep aku ini apasih? Cuma pajangan ta? Yang bisa kamu sayang2 kalo kamu lagi pengen, kamu elus2 kalo lagi mood, kamu perhatiin kalo lagi seneng. Tapi kalo kamu butuh pajangan lain, ya...
Apa itu cinta, Jika artinya rasa sakit Apa itu cinta, Jika artinya kamu membagi cintamu Apa itu cinta, Jika artinya kamu merelakan cintamu dengan orang lain Apa itu cinta, Jika artinya kamu menangis tiap malam Apa itu cinta, Jika artinya tidak bisa hanya pada satu orang Apa itu cinta, Jika artinya dadamu sesak setiap kamu melihat dia bercanda dengan yang lain Apa itu...
