Dosa apa aku 2 hari ini. Berturut turut aku papasan sama dia. Berturut turut ketemu sama dia. Berturut turut denger nama dia disebut. Aku kan jadi susaaaaaah. Perasaanku jadi ngga keruan gini ini. Kemarin, bisa bisanya dia tiba tiba ada di perpus, tempat yang sama sama aku pas aku kabur pelajaran pak lamri. -.- I've never been so close to him before. Well,...
It's just a comment on my friendster account. It's not a biggie. Stop. Stop thinking about it ! It's just a COMMENT. He wouldn't do anything else but that. So, STOP it. STOP THINK-ING A-BOUT T-H-A-T ! ...
Just changed my template. Aaaaaand I love this one ! It is SO Christmast. haha. Nine days remaining to Christmast day ! I really really can't wait ! haha. Such a baby talk. But, yeah, watchout people ! Santa Claus Is Coming to Town !! ♥, -JCO- ...
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY for my class-next-door-boy. the one I had been fallen in love with. the one whom I experienced unrequited love with.Happy 17th Birthday !I'm sorry I couldn't say it out loud, directly to you. Because it's just too akward to meet you and greet you by person. Wish you all the best. :) ...
Sebenarnya bukan aku tidak megerti perasaannya dan tidak mau tahu.Sebenarnya bukan karena aku merasa dia tidak sayang padaku.Sebenarnya bukan karena perhatiannya padaku itu kurang. Tidak. Hanya saja, aku belum terbiasa menjadi seseorang yang dibutuhkan orang lain. Seseorang yang harus tahu bagaimana bersikap kepada orang yang membutuhkannya itu. Aku buta tentang hal hal seperti itu. Selama ini aku merasa aku lah yang membutuhkan mereka....
It''s not about him. Not anymore. It IS and will always about you.I said that I remembered him somehow.But it's not because I still have any feeling on him. It's just, the pain that you've made me suffer recently, that what makes me remember him again. Because I thought, with you, I would never felt the pain that I have suffered for more...
I lie awake at night See things in black and white I've only got you inside my mind You know you have made me blind I lie awake and pray That you will look my way I have all this longing in my heart I knew it right from the start Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you Like I.. Never ever...
Well, this is my song 2 years ago. When I was still suffering for my my heart-broken.♥ Well I wonder, Could it be When I was dreaming 'bout you baby You were dreaming of me Call me crazy, Call me blind, To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time Did I lose my love to someone better And does she...
Think I'd forgotten him. Think I'd swept him away from my mind. Think I'd gotten him away from my heart. Think it has healed.But, Do you know?It HASN'T. Though it's not as painful as it was before, but still, I can feel it. The pain that always attacks me right after I remind his name, his figure. The thing is, I don't really...
Sejak kepulanganku dari Madiun kemarin, kok kaya nya ada yang aneh sama kelasku?Ya, kelasku jadi sedikit beda. Mereka aneh. Entahlah, mungkin cuma perasaan. Mereka jadi lebih individualis (lagi). Atmosfernya jadi beda. Aku ngga suka. Sumpah. Aku takut lama lama rasa ngga suka ini jadi benci. Aku ngga mau aja itu terjadi sementara aku masih harus 2 tahun lagi sekelas sama mereka. Kan ngga...
oke. 3 hari kemarin aku bener2 sial setengah mati.hari jumat, pulang dari TP ke GO abis nonton newmoon (lagi) sama bibo naek taksi, aku kehilangan dompet. gara gara si dompet ketinggalan di taksi. udah taksinya ngga jelas. jadi ngga bisa telpon atau lapor kemana mana. pas di kelas GO, aku mutusin charge hape orang. ngga sengaja tak dudukin. bego ya?hari sabtu malam, aku...
I see your face in my mind as I drive away, Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people, And sometimes we change our minds. But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time. Mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm Music starts playin’ like...
My daddy came to my room when I was crying.. wth. Where's my privacy?Okay, that's not the point. The thing is, when he asked me, "What happened?" and I said that there's nothing and he just left, I thought he won't give it a thought. But the fact was, yes, he's coming back. He asked the same question with a little adding, "You...
Kukira aku sudah lupa rasanya. Sakit itu. Lubang itu. Kukira sudah sepenuhnya mengering, sudah sepenuhnya sembuh waktu aku memutuskan untuk tidak lagi memikirkan dia. Ayub. Susah payah aku berusaha melupakan nama itu. Susah payah aku menghilangkan bayangannya dari dalam pikiranku. Seseorang yang mengukir lubang itu di dadaku untuk selamanya. Yang sebelumnya kukira bisa sembuh, kini aku tahu, bahwa itu tidak. Saat kukira aku...
Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eyeAnd we caught onto somethingI hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me Were you just kidding? Cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down We almost never speak I don’t feel welcome anymore Baby what happened, please tell...
