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Mommy

Sunday, November 29, 2009
She's changed.I knew it. I felt it. She's not like the mom I used to know. She doesn't even care bout me anymore. It's always been bout my sister. It's always been bout her. Just her, her, and her. It's not like I'm being jealous or something.Oh, YES, I am jealous. But, who was the one who told me that she wouldn't be...

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Kutipan

True Love

Sunday, November 29, 2009
"WHAT IF... What if true love left you? Not some ordinary high school romance, not some random jock boyfriend, not anyone at all replaceable. True love. The real deal. Your other half, your true soul's match. What happens if he leaves?" "WHAT IF... What if true love left you? Not some ordinary high school romance, not some random jock boyfriend, not anyone at...

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Kutipan

Quotes

Sunday, November 29, 2009
Come, gentle night; come, loving, black-browed night; Give me my Romeo; and, when I shall die, Take him and cut him out in little stars, And he will make the face of heaven so fine That all the world will be in love with night... —Romeo and Juliet Act III scene ii ...

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emo is back

Golden Week which is not So Golden

Saturday, November 28, 2009
I got three days of holidays on weekend. Or I suppose I like call it as a Golden Week better. Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Long enough for me to get the rest that I needed. But too long that makes me miss my boyfriend so damn much. And antoher fact is that tomorrow is still Sunday. -____- I've almost died here. The same routine...

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miscellaneous

Scrapbook

Saturday, November 28, 2009
Ganti template.Karena ngerasa udah bosen sama template yang udah kupake selama berbulan bulan itu. Anyway, aku sendiri ngerasa kalo templateku kebanyakan model scrapbook ato diary.I dont know either why I choose those themes. It's kinda cute, I suppose. And, cool? haha. I start blabbering again. Something I usually do recently. Still, dont know why.Look I was blabbering again while I told you that...

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My Lovely-Sweety-Daddy

Saturday, November 28, 2009
Aku di kamar adekku, blogging. Kenapa di kamar adekku? Karena laptopnya lagi disitu. Dipake adekku tadinya, terus dia pergi. Ngga tau kemana. Ya udah, pake aja. Terus aku nyium bau masakan. Aku turun ke bawah. Ternyata papaku yang masak. wew. Dan aku menghampirinya. Tiba tiba papaku nyeletuk,"Bentar ya sayang, ini papa bikin fuyunghai sama empal. Dedek masih beli sayurnya."jdaang.. syok aku. hahaha. Kenapa...

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favorite

Eclipse

Friday, November 27, 2009
I am re-reading it. Nothing in particular. Just so I can remind the story. I miss the story somehow. Well, I miss read the book. It's been so long since I've finished read breaking dawn. ...

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euforia

What a BLAAAAST Day !

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Everything's soooo beautiful today. Though I felt a bit sleepy during my lessons and feel a bit tired by now, but I think it's all worth it. Padahal aku kira aku nggak bakal bisa bangun pagi tadi. Ternyata bisa juga. haha. Jam 5 lebih dikit bibo telpon aku (itu aku masih baru ru ru bangun;kebayang gimana suaraku) heboh masalah Mtix yang ngga bales2...

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emo is back

Screw You 21cineplex.com !

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Okay, it's me.Still up at 1.00 IN THE MORNING! And if you wanna know, I haven't slept yet since, like, I was home, 41/2 hours ago. You'd think how crazy I am doing such nothing in the middle of the night. Well I am not doing nothing. I have been staring at my laptop for the last 4 1/2 hours, waiting for the...

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crush

One Month Anniversary

Monday, November 23, 2009
apa perayaannya?tangisan.habis aku yang nangis paginya di depan laptop ngga jelas gitu, gantian dia siangnya pulang sekolah yang nangis. aku bahkan ngga tau harus mulai cerita ini darimana.oke, dimulai saja dari pagi ini. aku bangun dengan 2 new messages bertengger di dekstop hapeku. aku buka. yang satu isinya bagus, 'sayang ayo bangun udah pagi'. wow. aku tersenyum. yang satunya, 'ywes bubuk o. ngapain...

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Aku Marah

Monday, November 23, 2009
sekarang aku bener2 marah. teramat sangat marah.kamu bilang kamu sakit aku nuduh kamu? 'nuduh'? kamu tau aku lebih sakit liat itu. kamu mau aku ngga liat? ngga bisa! sekarang bukan marah lagi. aku sakit. teramat sangat sakit. aku ngga nyangka kalo masa laluku bakal berulang. kamu ngga tau gimana traumanya aku sama masa lalu ku itu. sekarang bahkan kamu bawa masa lalu itu...

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euforia

Vico Sayaaang

Sunday, November 22, 2009
hadiah ultahku yang ke-16. dari you-can-guess-who. boneka gajah. kenapa gajah? bukan teddy bear ato kucing ato anjing? karena jarang. jarang ada boneka gajah. jarang ada boneka gajah kecil nan mungil nan lucu ( apa sih... ) pertama aku bingung mau ngasi nama apa. kenapa harus dikasi nama? karena ngga mungkin tiap kali aku bawa si gajah ke dalam topik pembicaraan, aku manggilnya 'gajah-ku'....

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crush

It was just me started being jealous and felt ignored

Sunday, November 22, 2009
harusnya kemarin masalahnya bisa selesai baik2 kalo ngga ada masalah baru lagi ini. masalah pertama kemarin.dia marah gara2 aku ngga mau diajak jalan. salahku, aku tahu. aku inget aku punya janji sama dia kalo dia sembuh kita bakal jalan bareng lagi. dan kemarin pagi, i really broke the promise. aku bilang aku lagi ngga mood. ngga pengen kemana2. cheesy reasons, i know. dan...

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Finally, I Knew Her

Friday, November 13, 2009
tadi siang ke PTC. bareng dedek, bibo, kiki, sama kakak. naik mobil dedek. kita pulang jam 9, makan dulu di sekolah buat menghemat pengeluaran. jam 10-1/2 11, kita berangkat dari sekolah. nyampe di PTC jam 11-an. masih sepiiiiiiii.... banget. herannya lagi, seingetku dulu pertama kali liat PTC kaya baguuuusss banget. sekarang kok biasa aja?okay. skip that.ya udah. masuk PTC lagsung ke studio 21....

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Harus Gimana Sih?

Friday, November 13, 2009
semuanya berawal waktu kamu bilang gimana dirimu yang sebenernya. kalo kamu nggak sebaik kelihatannya. kalo kamu itu 'labil'. kalo emosimu itu fluktuatif.ya udah. itu bukan masalah kok buat aku. beneran. it really is not a big deal for me. tapi kayaknya kamu terus2an menganggap hal itu sebagai masalah. kenapa? kalo aku tanya kaya gitu, tiba2 kamu marah dan ngomong kasar ke aku. bikin...

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Berhenti Main Facebook ?

Thursday, November 12, 2009
kayaknya semuanya jadi tambah susah sejak kita sama2 punya facebook. everything written there confronts me really well. bikin kita bertengkar tiap malem. bikin semuanya ngga lagi segampang dulu. kenapa? kenapa semuanya jadi kaya gini. aku ngga mau kalo tiap malem kita tengkar, di sekolah udah baikan, malemnya bertengkar lagi, besoknya baik2 aja, malemnya tengkar lagi. sampe kapan? kayaknya aku yang harus ngalah. udah....

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Air Mataku Untukmu

Thursday, November 12, 2009
"ngga usah sok tw d. emg km siapaku? km bkn sapa2ku?"nyut. hatiku sakit. sangat sakit. "sori beib. td aku lg marah. kalo marah kata2ku suka ngawur"oke. kamu tadi marah. tapi knp? "lha km lo sok tau gitu. yo opo ga mangkel aku."kurasakan ada yang hangat mengalir di pipiku. aku tau tanpa harus mengaca dan melihat benda apa itu. itu air mata. selamat ya...

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songs i sing

The Red Jumpsuit - Your Guardian Angel

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
When I see your smile Tears roll down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be...

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One Month Anniversary

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
uda lama aku ngga nge-update blog ini abis posting aku jadian itu. bukan karena ngga mau, tapi gara2 speedy ku yang bodoh itu mati, banyak ulangan, pokoknya sibuk. haha. well, ngga kerasa uda mau satu bulan. belum bisa dibilang lama, i know. tapi waktu satu bulan itu juga bukan tanpa adanya masalah. masalah, ada. dan buatku, masalah itu, dibilang selesai ngga dibilang ngga...

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