This buddy of mine told me on twitter that I am not mature enough not to hold back all of my emotions. He said, "Be mature. You are a doctor-to-be, it is all about being patient. You should have been able to hold back your emotions and not easily raging on people blahblahblah whatsoever." Truthfully, this, kinda hit me. I am wondering.......Jadi apasih...
There is saying, "If you care about someone, they deserve to know". Yeah. It is that simple. If you can't get me a relationship, that's okay with me. It is not like I'm ready yet either with another page of relationship. It's not about relationship at.all. Problem is, I know if you know that I like you, but the way you've been acting and...
Hello, there! Been a while. I've been busy, with college, the exams, the assignments, new friends. All I can say is that I love these new little routines of mine. It's like filling, coloring, an exactly new book, blank papers. You get how exciting it is, rite? Sometimes it gets tiring, but then, in the very next day, you get new spirit to walk...
I said that I won't be caring too much anymore. I said that I have had enough. I said that I am over him. But truthfully, in the end, I keep turning my head back and caring too much. This. is. sad. It is like you do not have anything worth yourself anymore. It is like your world revolves around and only him....
Only if I were as beautiful as her,I would be the one you like.Only if I were as smart as her,I would be the one you'd be talking to.Only if I were as attractive as her,I would be the one you greet every time you pass me by. Only if I were lovely enough to make you notice me. But I am not...
Untouchable like a distant diamond sky I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why I'm caught up in you I'm caught up in you Untouchable Burning brighter than the sun And when you're close I feel like coming undone In the middle of the night When I'm in this dream It's like a million little stars Spelling out your name You...
It's me, in the middle of chaos of freshmen schedules. Papers, organizations, issues. I am feeling grateful and excited and worn-out-ed at the same time. Talking about issues, it is about the same issue. Issue about this college guy I like. I have no idea whether it's hormonal or not, but I keep feeling cautious these days. Cautious, and sad, and...grumpy. Like, worry...
I learn that precious sentence today. You'll be much much and much more happier when you decide to stop caring about something, someone, anything too much. Well, I used to like this guy in my college so much. And I was like...care too much. I can't take my eyes off of him even just for a second. Like, oh please. Like, really. I...
Dear my heart, tell me if you're okay. I don't how many times you've been through this kind of stuff. Unrequited Love. EPIC SUCK. WHY? Why give me the feeling if not the guy? If just someone could tell me why This feeling of not be able to talk your feeling out loud. This feeling of missing someone but not be able to...
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Kemarin, tanggal 31 Agustus 2011, semua orang tau kalau itu Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1432 H. Happy Ied Mubarak ya teman-teman, maaf telat :). Nggak ada yang salah kalau saja anak itu tidak melakukan apa-apa. Mantan, oh mantan.Makhluk satu ini memang cukup bikin pusing. Apalagi kalau masih kecil dan cukup labil, bikin pusingnya berkali-kali lipat. Apasih yang membuatnya berpikir dia harus melakukan apa-apa? PERASAAN...
It's September 2nd! Time to say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR RIZKY ASTARI RAHAMANIA!! Zillion best wishes for you!!! Keep young, keep amazing! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo ...
Hello, bloggies. Akhir-akhir ini lagi nggak ada ide sama sekali buat update blog, atau kata anak gaul jaman sekarang, buntu. Iya, gue buntu, sebuntu hidup gue #apasih. Yak, cukup dengan gue-gue-annya, nanti dikatain sok jakarta. Ya inilah saya, Jeconia, 17 tahun 11 bulan, sudah mahasiswi, dan akhir-akhir ini merasakan kebuntuan hidup yang tiada tara. Mau gini, bosan, mau gitu, bosan juga, pada akhirnya, lagi-lagi...
"Rasa sakit yang terbesar datang dari cinta adalah ketika mencintai seseorang yang tak bisa kau miliki"-Senyum Masa Laluku- "Rasa sakit yang terbesar datang dari cinta adalah ketika mencintai seseorang yang tak bisa kau miliki"-Senyum Masa Laluku- ...
This is where you can find me now. Yes, I am graduated from SMAN 5 Surabaya and been accepted in Faculty of Medicine Airlangga University. I am going to be like those doctors in the GA series. Fascinating! >< ...
One Word: AMAZING. Thanks to J.K. Rowling and all of the shooting crew. You're all amazing. Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2 were premiered on 29th July in Indonesia. Two weeks late from worlwide release date. Early, there's great rumors that HPDH2 would not gonna make it in Indonesia due to tax problems between Indonesian Government with the Hollywood Movies...
52.80 As in details,Bahasa Indonesia : 8.70English : 9.10Mathematics : 9.00Physics : 8.60Chemistry : 9.00Biology : 8.40 That's my National Examination score. Pretty Good, huh? ;)Though it's not as good as I expected, I am still grateful. The score is still...
Helloo!! ^^Looong time no see, my dear readers. I beg my pardon. It's been reeeeeeaaaaaaaallllly busy in my life these days. Yeah, as this is my senior year, I've been busy preparing for these senior year stuffs. National examination, University Entrance Examination...=_= Oh God.. And noow :D as the national examination score has been announced, so yeah, I've gotten some time to work...
It’s over. Like, really. Like, everything. I know that you must be really hated me right now. It’s okay, hate me all you want. For me, I’m just saving our lives. You said yourself that you are tired of saving this relationship. So then, what’s the point of holding on when everything is just sooo hard? For me, I just can’t anymore. I...
Hmmm. It's been a while, huh? It's already 2011 and I haven't written anything down yet. Don't be disappointed yet! I have something to share. Sadly, this is nothing good. It's a piece of my crap. You, came back. Not in the way I want it. You, came, virtually. And just when I was thinking of you all day, these days. Just when...
