It’s over. Like, really. Like, everything.

I know that you must be really hated me right now. It’s okay, hate me all you want. For me, I’m just saving our lives. You said yourself that you are tired of saving this relationship. So then, what’s the point of holding on when everything is just sooo hard? For me, I just can’t anymore. I am tired. Tired of having argues, tired of jealousness, tired of holding on you.

Looking at your friends, it’s hard not to get jealous. It’s hard not to think that they’re better than I am. It’s hard not to think that they suit you, not me. And I am tired of feeling all of those. Why do you keep telling me to ignore it? It can’t be ignored. Look at me! In the princess and the pauper story, I’m the pauper, and they’re princesses. I'm trying so hard not to let those trashy things get into my mind. But, can't. And any other things? There's still many. So, I just…..can’t anymore.

Please understand.

Thank you for everything, for the (actually) amazing 16 months.

I’m so so so so sorry.

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinkin bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them
Now I'm pacing down the hall
Chasing down the street
Flashback to a night when you said to me
Nothing's gonna change not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there, if you somewhere, if you're moving on
I'd be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door
And I'd say

Come back come back come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight before I left you out
But I'd take it all back now

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby what about the ending
Oh I thought you'd be here by now oh ohh ohh ohh
That you'd be here by now