Hmmm. It's been a while, huh?
It's already 2011 and I haven't written anything down yet. Don't be disappointed yet! I have something to share. Sadly, this is nothing good. It's a piece of my crap.

You, came back. Not in the way I want it. You, came, virtually. And just when I was thinking of you all day, these days. Just when I opened 'the story'. It shocked me. I cried. Really. When I knew that it was you, who chat me. It's like, "Oh my God! What's this all about?"

We talked. Like nothing ever happened before. Like we were a totally old good friends who haven't seen each other for a, really, long time. We talked about something common. And then it's me who ruined everything. But I can't keep it for another three years. I asked, about the truth. About everything that happened. I want to know the truth, the real truth. I've been living in a confusion craving for your ever-lasting-existence.

You gave me them. The truths. I cried. A lot. My heart hurt. A lot. Again. A lot.
You said, "sorry".
And then it's me who ruined everything again for saying something pointless. Then came the time you said, "just forget it". That's when I knew, that, my time had been up. The time when you loved me. It's all over and nothing more. It's my fault. If only I hold on you for a little longer. Now, it's all too late.

Thank you. And. Sorry.

Really wish you happy with everything you have now.