“……….. Relentless, she continues, ‘Not too long after we got married, my husband had a dream. In his dream, he was traveling on a dark ocean, alone in a boat at night. The darkness seemed never-ending. And suddenly he saw something. It was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen. He saw a soft light coming from what seemed to be an infinite jungle of blackness. He rowed his boat toward that light. At that point, he stopped telling me the story. He was crying instead. And I asked him, Why are you crying? It could be the heaven’s light, and he said to me, it was you that I saw in the light….’
Half of the guests release their breath now. Some burst into tears, some muster the strength to hold their tears back.
‘I couldn’t never forget that moment. And I never thought I would experience a de-ja-vu when I was with him at the hospital,’ she said with a long sigh, ‘He couldn’t say much, he was too weak already. But he whispered something, I am back in the dark ocean. I see no end, and I see no beggining. I held his hand and cried, I thought he was just rambling, for his consciousness had gradually weakened. With all that was left in him, the last thing he whispers to me was, Why are you crying? I will find you again. It’s our game. At that very moment, I stopped crying. I thought I was disoriented. I suddenly remembered his dream, and somehow that moment in that hospital room felt so dreamlike. I felt I’d lost sight of the line that normally stands between what we consider reality and dream. Although I knew he had lost all his vital signs, I didn’t see him die. I just couldn’t. He was with me still, and he is with you all now. He is back in our hearts. And that’s where we all reside in one another, now and then. So why are you all crying?’
The whole room falls into a perfect silence. The air doesn’t even seem to move.
‘If once we had decided to forget, then we alone can decide to remember. We all began started the same journey. But as my husband had witnessed, this had been an illusion of a journey, for it didn’t have a start and didn’t have an end. We will just find another again and reside in one another’s heart. It’s a circle we cannot beat. ………….”
Half of the guests release their breath now. Some burst into tears, some muster the strength to hold their tears back.
‘I couldn’t never forget that moment. And I never thought I would experience a de-ja-vu when I was with him at the hospital,’ she said with a long sigh, ‘He couldn’t say much, he was too weak already. But he whispered something, I am back in the dark ocean. I see no end, and I see no beggining. I held his hand and cried, I thought he was just rambling, for his consciousness had gradually weakened. With all that was left in him, the last thing he whispers to me was, Why are you crying? I will find you again. It’s our game. At that very moment, I stopped crying. I thought I was disoriented. I suddenly remembered his dream, and somehow that moment in that hospital room felt so dreamlike. I felt I’d lost sight of the line that normally stands between what we consider reality and dream. Although I knew he had lost all his vital signs, I didn’t see him die. I just couldn’t. He was with me still, and he is with you all now. He is back in our hearts. And that’s where we all reside in one another, now and then. So why are you all crying?’
The whole room falls into a perfect silence. The air doesn’t even seem to move.
‘If once we had decided to forget, then we alone can decide to remember. We all began started the same journey. But as my husband had witnessed, this had been an illusion of a journey, for it didn’t have a start and didn’t have an end. We will just find another again and reside in one another’s heart. It’s a circle we cannot beat. ………….”
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Habis baca postingan-bersambung nya ms. tyka tentang cinta itu butuh alasan yang berdasarkan pada kejadian di kelas saya, XI IPA 3, waktu mam nya lagi ngajar. Menurut mam nya-yang waktu itu bener2 ngga mau kalah debat- (-.-) cinta itu harus punya alasan. Supaya, si perasaan naksir itu worthed dinaikin pangkatnya jadi cinta, dan, supaya kita nggak terjebak sama yang namanya cinta buta alias cinta yang udah nggak peduli apapun: bah playboy, bah beda agama, bah jahat, nek cinta yo cinta.
Hmmmh...About that...I realized that that's who I am. I love for no reason. Firstly, I like him physically, then, I love him. Jadi, kadang kalo temen2ku liat aku lagi bertengkar tapi terus bertahan, mereka sering nanya, "kamu cinta dia apanya sih, co". Honestly, I can't find the answer.
Mam nya sekali bilang di kelas kalau itu namanya bodoh. Dan waktu itu rasanya jadi pengen nangis. Heheh. *Peace ya mam* Tapi waktu itu bener2 deh rasanya mukaku kaya ditonjok. --a
Terus kemudian aku liat postingan mam nya tentang Cinta Butuh Alasan itu. Penasaran, dibaca deh-agak mentolo sih, nyambung2 banyak gitu-sampe abis. And....it does make sense. Aku butuh alasan untuk mencintai. Teramat sangat butuh.
Then, she wrote this,
TOLONG YA…. Kalo dalam suatu hubungan saya, 50% udah berisi air mata, berantem, kekerasan fisik & psikis, marah-marah dan ngambek karena hal sepele, dll. Bagi saya, udah GA LAYAK lah dipertahankan. *pengalaman pribadi banget!*(-o-)
Bener2 deh yaaa, ini aku banget. Jadi, kesimpulannya, selain aku butuh alasan untuk mencintai, hubunganku ini udah nggak layak (?). Unyu deh. (--")
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