Hello, there! 

Been a while. I've been busy, with college, the exams, the assignments, new friends. All I can say is that I love these new little routines of mine. It's like filling, coloring, an exactly new book, blank papers. You get how exciting it is, rite? Sometimes it gets tiring, but then, in the very next day, you get new spirit to walk through another day. :D

People say, my friends say, about missing high school...but for me...nope. Not that I am being rude or anything, I do miss my high school, sometimes. The friends, the atmosphere, the feel of freedom, those kind of thing, but college is just too fun to make me look back (not to mention my previous ex-boyfriend, urgh). 

Here's the thing that makes college more and more interesting: you'll find your husband/wife here. ;)

And I think I found one :) 

He is kind, and funny, and honest. Firstly, I am just the one whom he will tell his problem to. Yeah, something like that. And me, was looking him as no more than that. But then, unknowingly, I fell for him. I fall for him in the most unusual way, in the most unexpected way. I didn't fall because of his appearance, nor his body. I like him because of his heart, and, I don't know how, I feel that he is the one. 

Every part of him becomes strangely beautiful. His smile, his hair, his eyes. Oh, gosh! 

Yet, I can't tell him. I can not stand the risk of being broken-heart-ed. One of his friend once told me that he likes me too. But I still don't have that much confidence. What do I do now? I remain waiting. Waiting, in case he realizes what I feel for him.