For Everything's Sake
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
It’s over. Like, really. Like, everything.
I know that you must be really hated me right now. It’s okay, hate me all you want. For me, I’m just saving our lives. You said yourself that you are tired of saving this relationship. So then, what’s the point of holding on when everything is just sooo hard? For me, I just can’t anymore. I am tired. Tired of having argues, tired of jealousness, tired of holding on you.
Looking at your friends, it’s hard not to get jealous. It’s hard not to think that they’re better than I am. It’s hard not to think that they suit you, not me. And I am tired of feeling all of those. Why do you keep telling me to ignore it? It can’t be ignored. Look at me! In the princess and the pauper story, I’m the pauper, and they’re princesses. I'm trying so hard not to let those trashy things get into my mind. But, can't. And any other things? There's still many. So, I just…..can’t anymore.
Please understand.
Thank you for everything, for the (actually) amazing 16 months.
I’m so so so so sorry.
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