Like I said before, it truly is happened. Every time the day has dawned, the magic on the night, will always be gone. Everything's perfect yesterday night, everything's just too great to be true.
And this morning, when I woke up, I've lost all the magic. Everything's turned to be like usual. We're on a fighting again. Ugh.
Well, yeah, when cinderella lost the magic, she's just not as much as a servant.
Tonight was reeeaaaallly a night. We went out for a date, again, at last. :D It's been a whhiiiile since our last date. It's like.....months ago. --" We've always been fighting, quarreling, teasing aallll the time recently. Says, we do need a break, don't we?
I'm sooooooo happy. >< Ugh, it do sounds cheesy, I know. But, what else? I am really truly happy right now. I am, I am.
Dia jemput jam setengah tujuh. Aku baru mandi jam setengah enam, jadilah aku terburu-buru dengan segalanya. --" *kebiasaan* But fortunately, I could finish on the time. :D
Pamit mama papa, cabut ke Delta, nonton Prince of Persia-bagus sih filmnya, keren, cuma adegan bunuh2annya itu yang JT-jauk tulung-parah. --" Pulang nonton jam 9, lanjut ke Jl. Kalasan cari tahu campur, makan deh disitu. Sampe jam 10, masih males pulang, tapi makanan udah abis. Akhirnya cabut. Bingung mau kemana, pokoknya males pulang deh, akhirnya muter2 geje. Jam 10 seperempat, memutuskan untuk pulang saja, udah malem, aku nya juga udah ngantuk. =.=
Sampe depan rumah, ngomong2 bentar, tiba2 udah jam setengah sebelas. --" Dan akhirnya pulang lah dia.
Tonight, was like a fairytale, a dream, which I knew, when I wake up tomorrow, everything's gonna be soo different, I can't make the situation stays like this forever. Of course, I can't. When I wake up tomorrow, tonight will be just a memory. A nice one, a beautiful one, a beautiful one with you. :)
Dua minggu ini, meskipun lagi UAS, aku tetep dateng kaya biasa, pagi, jam setengah tujuh. Biasanya aku langsung ke perpus kalo udah dateng pagi gitu, secara aku, kelas sebelas, UAS nya baru jam sepuluh. Tapi, seminggu terakhir ini, perpus baru buka kalo yang kelas sepuluh uda masuk. Kemarin2 sih rajin aku nunggu di depan perpus, lama2 kok males juga.
--a
Jadilah aku langsung ke kantin. Seperti dugaanku, kantinnya uda lumayan rame. Anak kelas sebelas yang
Satu setengah jam aku disana.
Jam delapan. Mi goreng uda abis, LKS uda selesei dibaca, males juga lama2 di kantin. Kemana ya? Dan akhirnya aku memutuskan buat ke perpus aja, pasti uda buka.
Jalan pelan-pelaaaan, nyantaaaai, dari kantin ke perpus. Sampe di sebelah gerbang sekolah-masih dalam perjalanan ke perpus-aku liat motor cowok-ngga tau mereknya-warna merah jalan ke parkiran. I totally had no idea who it could be.
Aku terus jalan. Dan sampailah saya di lapangan utara, tempat parkir mobil. Pertamanya aku nggak ngeliat ke arah depan, tapi liat2 ke arah samping, arah pendopo, ngecek kalo2 disana udah ada anak, ternyata belom. Dan pas aku menggerakkan kepalaku ke depan...
Jengjeng!
Ada anak itu bawa helm merah. --a
Ternyata dia yang tadi naik motor merah itu. *Cikiciw*
Yang bikin lebih unyu, pas waktu papasan itu, di lapangan itu nggak ada siapa2 alias kosong melompong. Cuma ada beberapa mobil yang parkir di situ.
Demi apaaa pek kejadian itu. Berasa ada angin2 gitchu deh pas papasan *sinetron banget*. HUAHAHA. --a
Errr -.-
Dan sepenggal kisah lama muncul kembali di otak saya. Ya Tuhaan. -.-
Aaaah...They're always so lovely together... :)
♥ them :*
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely,
and you're never coming round...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit tired,
of listening to the sound of my tears...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous,
that the best of all the years have gone by...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight,
And I need you more than ever,
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever,
And we'll only be making it right,
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time...
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks!!!
I really need you tonight!!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonight!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
...Turnaround bright eyes
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely,
and you're never coming round...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit tired,
of listening to the sound of my tears...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous,
that the best of all the years have gone by...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight,
And I need you more than ever,
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever,
And we'll only be making it right,
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time...
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks!!!
I really need you tonight!!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonight!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
...Turnaround bright eyes
Sebenernya sih belum selesei bener2 selesei. Tinggal besok penjaskes. Tapi ya penjaskes gitu lhooooo....hell-oooo...aku aja ngga ngerti mau belajar apa. HAHAHA. -o-
Terserah penjaskes-nya aja lah.
Anyway, aku bersyukur sih, UAS minggu ini bisa dibilang lancar. Well, oke, aku merasa (agak) gagal di fisika sama matematika, but, overall, just fine. ;)
Tapi, selalu, dan selalu, tiap kali aku seneng di satu hal, hal lainnya ada aja yang nggak enak. -,- Bikin bete. Lagi-lagi dia. Dia, dia, dan selalu dia. Aku bingung sekarang, dia itu kenapa gitu lho. Ditanyai selalu bilangnya nggak apa2. Sekarang lho, jelas2 kenapa, jelas2 lain dari biasa, nggak apa2 darimana?
Aaaah.
Terserah kamu aja lah.
"Menyadari hidup adalah anugerah sehingga kita hidup untuk memberi, yang akan mencerminkan kehidupan Allah dalam diri kita"
-Rm. Paulus-
Aku nggak suka kamu deket sama orang lain, jelas itu. Aku minta kamu jauhin mereka, ya. Kamu bilang kamu butuh mereka, aku ngerti. Kamu bilang kamu juga butuh aku, baiklah.
Kamu anggep aku ini apasih? Cuma pajangan ta? Yang bisa kamu sayang2 kalo kamu lagi pengen, kamu elus2 kalo lagi mood, kamu perhatiin kalo lagi seneng. Tapi kalo kamu butuh pajangan lain, ya uda, nggak perlu merhatiin perasaanku. Karena sama2 pajangannya.
Hell-o, aku dihargain berapa nih?
Jadi aku minta kamu jauhin pajangan2 yang lain.
Kamu takut bosen? Hei, hei, berarti aku benar2 nggak lebih dari sekedar pajangan. Yang kalo udah lama bakal berdebu, bulukan, mbosenin, dan akhirnya terdampar di gudang. Oh so wew!
Okay, kamu akhirnya bersedia menjauhi pajangan2 yang lain. Tapi seseorang berkata padaku, kalau aku bisa positive feeling dan percaya, nggak akan ada masalah.
Hmmmm, well, he's got a point.
Aku jadi mikir, apa aku kaya gini ini, salah?
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya rasa sakit
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu membagi cintamu
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu merelakan cintamu dengan orang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu menangis tiap malam
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya tidak bisa hanya pada satu orang
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya dadamu sesak setiap kamu melihat dia bercanda dengan yang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya menyiapkan mental sebelum masuk barisan upacara
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya membuyarkan segala konsentrasimu
APA.ITU.CINTA.
cinta itu: bukan apa-apa.
Jika artinya rasa sakit
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu membagi cintamu
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu merelakan cintamu dengan orang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu menangis tiap malam
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya tidak bisa hanya pada satu orang
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya dadamu sesak setiap kamu melihat dia bercanda dengan yang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya menyiapkan mental sebelum masuk barisan upacara
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya membuyarkan segala konsentrasimu
APA.ITU.CINTA.
cinta itu: bukan apa-apa.
