Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely,
and you're never coming round...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit tired,
of listening to the sound of my tears...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous,
that the best of all the years have gone by...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight,
And I need you more than ever,
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever,
And we'll only be making it right,
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time...
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks!!!
I really need you tonight!!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonight!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
...Turnaround bright eyes
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely,
and you're never coming round...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit tired,
of listening to the sound of my tears...
Turnaround...
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous,
that the best of all the years have gone by...
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified,
and then I see the look in your eyes...
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight,
And I need you more than ever,
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever,
And we'll only be making it right,
'Cause we'll never be wrong...
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time...
I don't know what to do and
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks!!!
I really need you tonight!!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do
I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg
And giving off sparks
I really need you tonight!
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Forever's gonna to start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
...Turnaround bright eyes
Sebenernya sih belum selesei bener2 selesei. Tinggal besok penjaskes. Tapi ya penjaskes gitu lhooooo....hell-oooo...aku aja ngga ngerti mau belajar apa. HAHAHA. -o-
Terserah penjaskes-nya aja lah.
Anyway, aku bersyukur sih, UAS minggu ini bisa dibilang lancar. Well, oke, aku merasa (agak) gagal di fisika sama matematika, but, overall, just fine. ;)
Tapi, selalu, dan selalu, tiap kali aku seneng di satu hal, hal lainnya ada aja yang nggak enak. -,- Bikin bete. Lagi-lagi dia. Dia, dia, dan selalu dia. Aku bingung sekarang, dia itu kenapa gitu lho. Ditanyai selalu bilangnya nggak apa2. Sekarang lho, jelas2 kenapa, jelas2 lain dari biasa, nggak apa2 darimana?
Aaaah.
Terserah kamu aja lah.
"Menyadari hidup adalah anugerah sehingga kita hidup untuk memberi, yang akan mencerminkan kehidupan Allah dalam diri kita"
-Rm. Paulus-
Aku nggak suka kamu deket sama orang lain, jelas itu. Aku minta kamu jauhin mereka, ya. Kamu bilang kamu butuh mereka, aku ngerti. Kamu bilang kamu juga butuh aku, baiklah.
Kamu anggep aku ini apasih? Cuma pajangan ta? Yang bisa kamu sayang2 kalo kamu lagi pengen, kamu elus2 kalo lagi mood, kamu perhatiin kalo lagi seneng. Tapi kalo kamu butuh pajangan lain, ya uda, nggak perlu merhatiin perasaanku. Karena sama2 pajangannya.
Hell-o, aku dihargain berapa nih?
Jadi aku minta kamu jauhin pajangan2 yang lain.
Kamu takut bosen? Hei, hei, berarti aku benar2 nggak lebih dari sekedar pajangan. Yang kalo udah lama bakal berdebu, bulukan, mbosenin, dan akhirnya terdampar di gudang. Oh so wew!
Okay, kamu akhirnya bersedia menjauhi pajangan2 yang lain. Tapi seseorang berkata padaku, kalau aku bisa positive feeling dan percaya, nggak akan ada masalah.
Hmmmm, well, he's got a point.
Aku jadi mikir, apa aku kaya gini ini, salah?
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya rasa sakit
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu membagi cintamu
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu merelakan cintamu dengan orang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu menangis tiap malam
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya tidak bisa hanya pada satu orang
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya dadamu sesak setiap kamu melihat dia bercanda dengan yang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya menyiapkan mental sebelum masuk barisan upacara
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya membuyarkan segala konsentrasimu
APA.ITU.CINTA.
cinta itu: bukan apa-apa.
Jika artinya rasa sakit
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu membagi cintamu
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu merelakan cintamu dengan orang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya kamu menangis tiap malam
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya tidak bisa hanya pada satu orang
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya dadamu sesak setiap kamu melihat dia bercanda dengan yang lain
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya menyiapkan mental sebelum masuk barisan upacara
Apa itu cinta,
Jika artinya membuyarkan segala konsentrasimu
APA.ITU.CINTA.
cinta itu: bukan apa-apa.
I used to think I'm the only one you care about
I used to think I'm the only one who be able to make you happy.
I used to think I'm the only one who care so much about you
I used to think I'm the only one who be able to make you laugh
I used to think I'm the only one you make joke with
I used to think I'm the only one you greet in the morning
I used to think nobody else but me.
I used to.
The only one.
Now, I'd never know.
I used to think I'm the only one who be able to make you happy.
I used to think I'm the only one who care so much about you
I used to think I'm the only one who be able to make you laugh
I used to think I'm the only one you make joke with
I used to think I'm the only one you greet in the morning
I used to think nobody else but me.
I used to.
The only one.
Now, I'd never know.
I woke up this morning feeling like hell.
My eyes was swollen, my chest still hurt, and I still barely could breathe. I took up a shower, no changes, I ended up cry like a baby in my bathroom. I went back to my room, changed with my uniform, and cried again. It's not like I didn't enough crying last night.
SIGH.
Why do I have to feel like these? Crap.
Teman dekat. Teman curhat. TTM. 'Adek'. Apapun lah. Satu: Other girls.
I don't know what to do, what to tell. Only me who understand my feeling the best. Sampai kapan trauma ini akan hilang, aku nggak tahu. Bukan aku mau menyimpannya. Hell-o, siapa juga yang mau trauma, nggak ada kan?
Hei kamu, bisa kan bantu menyembuhkan, bukan memperparah?
Aku buka facebook ku pagi ini. Di halaman home, ada list birthday event. Siapa aja yang ulang tahun minggu ini. Di list agak paling bawaah...ada nama anak itu. Ulang tahunnya hari kamis.
Deg!
Darimana perasaan kaya gitu muncul, aku nggak tau. Rasanya campur2. Deg2an, takut, segalanya. Tanganku pun jadi dingin.
Apa yang aku takutkan?
I'm wondering...what he will give to her. There's no sign, though, he will do something to her. But still...
*SIGH
