This post is dedicated to and inspired by my lovely friend and desk-mate, Rizky Astari Rahmania, who seems like she can't even live after her break up with her boyfriend. She kind of has made everything up in her life, to be lived by her and her boyfriend, like, she sees everything in her future with her boyfriend in it, and, voila, life turns everything upside down. 

I still remember when you cried on the floor for your first break up. It was the first year. And you seemed ever able to get over him after then. You waited for one and a half year, and you got what you had longed for so long. Your boyfriend was back. It was the happiest moment of your life, I bet. I see you, was all cheerful and happy. You did get some problems with him, but you never seemed give up. Then, come the time when you can't give it another shot with your boyfriend. You broke up, the second times. You cried, again. But this time, you can face it better. You still laugh, joking, in the middle of your desperation (haha. ;) ) 

Once you ever said, you can not if it is not him. Well, what I can say, mate, is, yes, you can. :)

You are a tough girl, and pretty, and smart, and everything that every boy can look from you. Look how many boys come into you at these last time. See? It's not that bad. Hahahah. 

But then, I remember when I was the one who was like that. I fell so many times with a bunch of guys who would just make me want to stay away from them forever in the end, and my mind, my heart, every part of my body would just went back to the same guy. The ex.