I think I have a disorder.

And... I don't even know if this is hardly a disorder or not. Well, I..have this kind of thing which is..always getting obsessed with everything I like, and this work on something imaginary, like, manga, novel, and, the newest kind of thing that get me obsessed, a tv-series. As you can see, this, happens to me always, mostly, for something that has a continuous story. I used to get obsessed for a manga. Say, detective conan. You do know it, right? 

I'll tell you about my kind of getting obsessed. Soo, when I read this manga, I liked it, no, I loved it, loved, in a very much way it made me wondering I could have a life like inside the manga. No, I wanted it. I wanted to have a life like that. I wanted to live in that manga, I mean, I wanted to live in Japan, I wished I were born in Japan, had that kind of Sinichi-boyfriend. It was my first obsession. Now, I barely getting obsessed like that, after a very long time I had not. 

You.must.be.knowing.what.this.is

Yes! Grey's Anatomy. I barely watched this, and I fell in love in instance. I like Dr. Shepherd, of course. And Dr. Grey. They make a really really really cute couple and I really really really wish that they were a real couple. Real, literally, off-camera. But, apparently, they're not.

Watching this series really, what, inspired? No, not even close. It has something on me, which makes realize that being a doctor, is my call. It was, and always been. My mind just doesn't clear enough to see it. And yeah, being a doctor, is not an easy one.

Other thing is, I have some thinking about going to US. Well, I always want that, but not as much as after I watch this. Have a life there, work there.

What I have said? This series is kind of lighten me up.