Sorry for everything I've ever said these past couple days. Sorry I hurt you. Sorry I don't know what else to do, what else to say. Sorry I've been a jerk. Sorry I was mad at you. Sorry for everything I've ever done. ...
I HATE YOU! I AM TIRED OF YOU LATELY! I'VE BEEN TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOU! DON'T YOU DARE ASK FOR MY UNDERSTANDING, YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME! I AM NOT YOUR BABYSITTER! I AM TIRED OF BEING THE ONE WHO HAVE TO UNDERSTAND YOU! MY HEAD'S SPINNING ALL THE TIME! WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?! I'VE BEEN TRYING TO BE WHAT YOU...
Did I say something stupid? There goes one more mistake Do I bore you with my problems? Is that why you turn away? Do you know how hard I tried To become what you want me to be? Take me This is all that I've got This is all that I'm not All that I'll ever be I've got flaws, I've got faults...
Nggak kerasa udah 6 bulan. Tanggal 23 kemarin. Aku nggak nyangka, tidak pernah berharap juga, I never had expectations. I just let everything happens just like it supposed to be. Aku nggak pernah memaksa sesuatu, apapun, untuk menjadi sesuatu seperti apa yang aku inginkan, seperti apa yang kurencanakan. I know that if something doesn't go as I planned, God have other more beautiful...
Aku memang nggak becus ngapa2in. Aku jelek; Aku bodoh; Aku egois; Aku manja; Aku nggak bisa apa2; Aku nggak biasa dan nggak bisa perhatian sama orang; Aku nggak pengertian sama orang; Aku nggak biasa ngurusin orang; Aku suka marah2; Aku nggak sabaran; Aku nggak dewasa; Aku nggak supel; Kepribadianku jarang menyenangkan orang; Bisanya cuma bikin orang lain bete, sedih, nggak enak ati; Aku...
