Seems like it has been ages since the last time I posted something. And I never thought that my life would be this so much changing. Family, friends, life. Dad, mom, sister, brother. 

When I look back to a couple months ago, seems like my only problem is my relationship with vica. But now, everything is problem too. And my house feels like hell everyday, every minute, every second of my time of living. Mom and Dad keep arguing everyday, Dad can't stop to accuse Mom for being a slut, when I know it's not true. It really make me sick.

I mean, when he decides to divorce my mom, then stop being so O-V-E-R-R-E-A-C-T-I-N-G. Stop act like he is the one who is most tortured, stop act like he is the right one, stop act like he is sooo innocent. Stop judging anyone, we're sinner as well. It breaks my heart more than I ever imagined. It makes me feeling so mad at you more than I ever want.